today, I am choosing myself.
a deeply vulnerable one for the Aries north node eclipse. welcome to the portal ๐
Do you know who you are? Do you know what you want?
Hi, my name is Gwen, and I donโt. But Iโm about to find out.
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We are in the eclipse portal now, my friends. On Monday 8th April, at 2:21pm Eastern time, we will have a total solar eclipse in Aries โ right next to Chiron and the North Node.
Iโve always heard that the North Node is associated with insatiable hunger. There is a feral quality to my desire that feels impossible to ignore right now. Eclipses already feel like Fate on steroids, but in my experience itโs usually a push factor, something that happens externally that shifts your entire worldview.
This time, itโs a pull. The dragon, rearing its head.
And I canโt ignore it any longer.
Chiron is our wounded healer. Illuminating our deepest shame and desires.
Over the weekend, at a witchy oracle circle I hosted with my friends, I had a huge realization about mine.
โMy question is about my relationship with Shawn, again,โ I said, shaking my head.
Zoey shuffles the cards, looking at me expectantly.
โGod, I feel so annoying. Itโs always the same problem.โ
โNever feel bad about sharing the same thing,โ my friend Nat said, her empathy a balm, giving me the courage to be honest. I decided to open up to them all.
โA big reason why Iโm questioning is because of sex,โ I say.